why

I've not yet begun to ask why in life i've been harassed by so many people and things. I don't think it's fair or right but that is what's destined to be, my, life. so why are there so many questions to ask why why why why why, I don't understand, i just don't get it I want to leave this life just want to forget it. Let me be with my Lord God let my soul be free, let me leave the ties and binds of reality. I've not yes asked you why, why oh why oh why, I have to suffer and feel pain, happiness i'll never feel again. Who hath wrought this death on me, who hath drove me mad I've seen too much in my short life and that thought makes me sad. why oh why oh why do I, why do I have to be here in this prison this confinement of reality, and insanity.