Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Watch


Just sitting here looking at the world
As I watch I am in awe of the beauty that everyone misses
It’s like they don’t even know
Because they move so fast
They don’t get to see the world for what it really is
Beauty
And grace
Just walk at my pace
And you’ll see
The other side of the world people see to ignore
The world God made for us
Is awesome in fact there is so much more too see
Than the hustle and bustle of  “Real life” which in fact is just an illusion
You don’t see
the world of ours
you think you know it
but you only look to the dark
there is more if you just
watch
look
stare at the beauty
because there IS more, in fact I didn’t even know it
but
 now
I do
Just watch.

Friday, December 16, 2011

why

I've not yet begun to ask why in life i've been harassed by so many people and things. I don't think it's fair or right but that is what's destined to be, my, life. so why are there so many questions to ask why why why why why, I don't understand, i just don't get it I want to leave this life just want to forget it. Let me be with my Lord God let my soul be free, let me leave the ties and binds of reality. I've not yes asked you why, why oh why oh why, I have to suffer and feel pain, happiness i'll never feel again. Who hath wrought this death on me, who hath drove me mad I've seen too much in my short life and that thought makes me sad. why oh why oh why do I, why do I have to be here in this prison this confinement of reality, and insanity.